Post by Aree Wind on Oct 4, 2012 19:58:55 GMT -5
Vladimir
I despise ignorance therefore I despise you, understand completely now?
[/center][/size]Who could I be without the disaster that strikes in the past of my life?
Perhaps I would be someone else, someone more approachable not so intimidating as I appear to be. Friendly and less chivalrous, rash similar to foolish pups. Ignorance would be the name given to me. How lucky am I to experience such harshness and brutal memories that shall not leave this mind. They formed me to the brute I am today, but is it the brute I could possibly ever be? Would life be different for me if I hadn't separated from Aree, if she hadn't been so unpredictable and clumsy?
The ears of the pure white brute flickered as few grains of sand whisked being carried carefully by the soft wind that swung his fur to one side of his body. His thoughts seem to be the only thing he was stuck in but that would be foolish to think so, despite his concentration on questions he purposed often to himself he was well aware of the movements around him. He could tell from the rustling of the sand that a bug who called the warm sand its haven was now squirming out. It was like a mother to pup, the warmth of the mother's belly was exactly the comfort it needed to fall soundlessly asleep despite the noise the crept to life at night. That was something he never had, comforted or compassion. It was something he had heard of, seen but never once preformed. He had wanted to comfort his sister in the times of their cruel unusual life lessons but he was ignorant on how. It had angered him and thus he swore to become as knowledgeable as possible. His sister was a master at deciphering others feelings and such but he was more knowledgeable in some sense. He had many more life lessons to share, much knowledge he hadn't wanted to learn that way but knew there hadn't been another way. His body shifted as the suns rays altered a a little more west of him.
His amber eyes bouncing from the mini rippled the wind caused in the lake before him. Beauty was something Vladimir loved to admire but not just in appearance, mind was something he highly valued. Perhaps another reason he had not settled for a mate and gone his long desire for pups. He let a frown form itself upon his maw as he shook his head. Love was for fools but a suitor was something that could be easily found. He just need a female who suited him completely, perhaps claim her as his mate or question her for pups without emotional ties. He wasn't that low of a life to reside to option to but sometimes he felt the need to. But the urge to be different from his father always bit into his though process. The murderous pure ebony wolf was the devil, he knew if Aree had been beside him she would agree without hesitation, despite what act Aree put on he knew she was pleased he had put their endless torture to an end. He let out a groan, there was no need to keep referring to the past it brought anguish in his life that seemed endless.
Perhaps my anguish is the gate to knowledge I desire. We all have a price to pay whether we want to or not.
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Notes: This sooo sucked butt